I had kind of forgotten some of the lessons that our college class learned this summer. Then one of my freshman friends answered this question someone asked on her facebook wall: Why are you there (at Purdue)? Her answer pricked my heart (why couldn't I answer like this first?): To be the visible representation of Jesus Christ.
Looks like I need to refocus. Re-center my life around the fact that it is not mine- it is bought with a price and is to be lived out like my Savior's example.
Looks like I need to slow down. It is not all about the straight A's, or the academics, or meeting new people. It is about being a light to a lost world. It is about being like Christ.
Looks like I have many things to work on this week. And it does not just include HW and work at jcp.
Monday, August 29, 2011
Monday, August 22, 2011
1st Day of College: I survived!
I am now an official college student.
Today I survived my first day of classes. I found each of my classrooms, was early for each, and once I was there, my stress level went way down (before-hand, though, it was at a dangerously high level :P). I actually had fun in my English class (way more laid back than what I was expecting, and my teacher is pretty cool), and I feel confident so far in my Algebra class (although understanding my teacher's accent is more difficult than understanding the material itself). I enjoyed my hour of time between my classes (spent reading in the library), and time went by pretty fast.
Trying to figure out my homework was a frustrating puzzle with missing pieces. I completed my English assignments due all the way through Friday already. That was fun and simple (example: answering questions about your writing habits, down-loading Blackboard IM, and reading the first chapter in our book-which I did before class). Trying to figure out how much of my Algebra homework was due, and whether it was due Wednesday or next Monday, left me snapping at my family, throwing my cat, and kicking my desk (okay, so maybe I slightly dropped my cat a foot from the ground- but she was on my desk). I think I did eventually figure it out, but I will message my instructor later (so thankful for modern technology!).
Tomorrow I have my Principles of Management and Economics class. Praying that all will go as well as today. My first class is at 7:30 (and even that early, things can go well, right?), and I will be done around 10:15.
God has blessed me with His peace when I know that I really don't deserve it. And that is exactly what I prayed for last night during a mini- break down. And He answered my prayer. What an awesome Lord I serve! May I look for opportunities to share His story and love even tomorrow.
Today I survived my first day of classes. I found each of my classrooms, was early for each, and once I was there, my stress level went way down (before-hand, though, it was at a dangerously high level :P). I actually had fun in my English class (way more laid back than what I was expecting, and my teacher is pretty cool), and I feel confident so far in my Algebra class (although understanding my teacher's accent is more difficult than understanding the material itself). I enjoyed my hour of time between my classes (spent reading in the library), and time went by pretty fast.
Trying to figure out my homework was a frustrating puzzle with missing pieces. I completed my English assignments due all the way through Friday already. That was fun and simple (example: answering questions about your writing habits, down-loading Blackboard IM, and reading the first chapter in our book-which I did before class). Trying to figure out how much of my Algebra homework was due, and whether it was due Wednesday or next Monday, left me snapping at my family, throwing my cat, and kicking my desk (okay, so maybe I slightly dropped my cat a foot from the ground- but she was on my desk). I think I did eventually figure it out, but I will message my instructor later (so thankful for modern technology!).
Tomorrow I have my Principles of Management and Economics class. Praying that all will go as well as today. My first class is at 7:30 (and even that early, things can go well, right?), and I will be done around 10:15.
God has blessed me with His peace when I know that I really don't deserve it. And that is exactly what I prayed for last night during a mini- break down. And He answered my prayer. What an awesome Lord I serve! May I look for opportunities to share His story and love even tomorrow.
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Prayer and Praise: where would I be without them?
This has been a crazy week. Next week will be crazier. I can't imagine struggling through these weeks without the connection of praise and prayer with my Savior and Lord.
I think that I am listening/singing (loudly)/humming to some praise or worship song on the radio, through my ipod, or in my head, at least twice an hour (my family would probably disagree: I do it way more often than that!). Even if I am just humming a Christian song out of habit, having godly lyrics going through my head is an encouragement. Scripture does say: "whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." (Philippians 4:8). Singing praise is one of the ways that my spirit can communicate with my Savior: giving Him glory for everything He is, everything He has done, and everything I know He will do. It also is one way God uses to speak to me. Lyrics can remind me of His promises, His Word, and His working in my life. Music really does affect your attitude, and listening to godly songs lifts my spirit :).
Prayer is a lifeline in my life. When I feel overwhelmed (which seems to be happening often), aggravated, nervous, or elated, I can confidently cry out to my Lord, knowing that He hears me and will answer my cry:
Proverbs 15:29 ~ "...he heareth the prayer of the righteous."
Matthew 21:22 ~ "And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive."
1 Thessalonians 5:17 ~ "Pray without ceasing."
I didn't understand that last verse until the last two years. That is when I started a continuous conversation with God. I had just started at jcp, and was continually asking Him to guide me, strengthen me, help me, and show me how to be a light for Him. Now, prayer comes easily: whether I am asking Him to get me safely there and use me while I work to share others about Him as I drive to work, asking Him to show me where a particular shirt is hung in the store, even to pleading for Him to give me patience with a customer, I know that He hears me. And ya know what? He answers. All the time. Every time.
Where would I be without praise and prayer?
I think that I am listening/singing (loudly)/humming to some praise or worship song on the radio, through my ipod, or in my head, at least twice an hour (my family would probably disagree: I do it way more often than that!). Even if I am just humming a Christian song out of habit, having godly lyrics going through my head is an encouragement. Scripture does say: "whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." (Philippians 4:8). Singing praise is one of the ways that my spirit can communicate with my Savior: giving Him glory for everything He is, everything He has done, and everything I know He will do. It also is one way God uses to speak to me. Lyrics can remind me of His promises, His Word, and His working in my life. Music really does affect your attitude, and listening to godly songs lifts my spirit :).
Prayer is a lifeline in my life. When I feel overwhelmed (which seems to be happening often), aggravated, nervous, or elated, I can confidently cry out to my Lord, knowing that He hears me and will answer my cry:
Proverbs 15:29 ~ "...he heareth the prayer of the righteous."
Matthew 21:22 ~ "And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive."
1 Thessalonians 5:17 ~ "Pray without ceasing."
I didn't understand that last verse until the last two years. That is when I started a continuous conversation with God. I had just started at jcp, and was continually asking Him to guide me, strengthen me, help me, and show me how to be a light for Him. Now, prayer comes easily: whether I am asking Him to get me safely there and use me while I work to share others about Him as I drive to work, asking Him to show me where a particular shirt is hung in the store, even to pleading for Him to give me patience with a customer, I know that He hears me. And ya know what? He answers. All the time. Every time.
Where would I be without praise and prayer?
Monday, August 15, 2011
Big Moments Bring Back Memories
I start college in a week.
^ that is a crazy, unbelievable, never-thought-I'd-say-that, statement.
I think that this summer I have had many statements that could be described as such. I turned 18, was promoted at work to team leader, went to New York City on a life-changing missions trip, figured out my semi-plan for the next two years, and went through some trials that drew me closer to Christ.
After contemplating all these monumental events in my life, I really wish that I could share this all with my Grandpa E. who passed away in 2008. I can just imagine his response, wise comments, and pride in his eyes for his oldest grand-daughter. I have thought about him many times this summer, wishing that I could share all of this with him. I did have the blessing to share some of these events with my Grandpa W., before he passed away from cancer this summer.
As hard as it is to not have my grandfathers with me in the flesh now, I have peace that I WILL see them again in heaven. It is comforting to know that I will be able to share all this with them in just a little while. After all this life is "Only Temporary" (I love this mercyme song! Listen to it below).
^ that is a crazy, unbelievable, never-thought-I'd-say-that, statement.
I think that this summer I have had many statements that could be described as such. I turned 18, was promoted at work to team leader, went to New York City on a life-changing missions trip, figured out my semi-plan for the next two years, and went through some trials that drew me closer to Christ.
After contemplating all these monumental events in my life, I really wish that I could share this all with my Grandpa E. who passed away in 2008. I can just imagine his response, wise comments, and pride in his eyes for his oldest grand-daughter. I have thought about him many times this summer, wishing that I could share all of this with him. I did have the blessing to share some of these events with my Grandpa W., before he passed away from cancer this summer.
As hard as it is to not have my grandfathers with me in the flesh now, I have peace that I WILL see them again in heaven. It is comforting to know that I will be able to share all this with them in just a little while. After all this life is "Only Temporary" (I love this mercyme song! Listen to it below).
I suggest listening to the music, and not watching the video :)
I can't wait to start college, and turn the page to this new chapter in my life. I am blessed to have family around me to share all these new experiences with, and to have my grandfathers above me watching all I do. And of course, I have my Savior by my side, leading me "in paths of righteousness for His name's sake" (Psalm 23:3).
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Me :)
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| No, sadly my hair isn't really orange~ but thanks to Instagram, it is :D |
1. I wish I lived in the country.
2. I love all things vintage.
3. I enjoy acting crazy with my lil sis.
4. I dislike light bulbs- I prefer natural light.
5. One of my favorite winter pastimes is curling up in my favorite chair with a good book and a blanket.
6. My favorite season is fall (the colors, weather, clothes, school-er-college, everything!).
7. My dream job would be owning my own antique store in an old house in the country (see 1 and 2).
8. I don't just have one sweet tooth, I have a mouth full (can't have too much chocolate!).
9. I love cats :).
10. I can't imagine life without my Savior.
If you read all the way to the end, you have too much time on your hands :)
God bless!
Friday, August 12, 2011
State Fair + Mercyme/Third Day concert = amazing end to summer!
Wednesday we went to the State Fair. I was happy before we even arrived, because I got a 45 minute nap on the ride down :). After conquering the maze of gates and roads (and making a few wrong turns), our family finally arrived :D.
We walked around for a while, taking in the atmosphere (and taking a few pictures~ see below). We eventually met up with my aunt, uncle, and cousins. Then we started having fun :).
{I must say that I have gone a little crazy with pictures now that I am using the "Instagram" app. I love the effects you can make to the pictures :D}
The concert was amazing!!! Nothing can describe it. We left before Third Day's last song to beat the mob and the traffic. Made it home around 11:40ish. Then worked 8 hours at jcp the next day :P
Not really looking forward to the next four days of work I must endure before my next day off. Trying to keep in mind Colossians 3:23-24: "And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men; knowing that of the Lord ye shall receive the reward of the inheritance: for ye serve the Lord Christ."
We walked around for a while, taking in the atmosphere (and taking a few pictures~ see below). We eventually met up with my aunt, uncle, and cousins. Then we started having fun :).
{I must say that I have gone a little crazy with pictures now that I am using the "Instagram" app. I love the effects you can make to the pictures :D}
The concert was amazing!!! Nothing can describe it. We left before Third Day's last song to beat the mob and the traffic. Made it home around 11:40ish. Then worked 8 hours at jcp the next day :P
Not really looking forward to the next four days of work I must endure before my next day off. Trying to keep in mind Colossians 3:23-24: "And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men; knowing that of the Lord ye shall receive the reward of the inheritance: for ye serve the Lord Christ."
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Workin', Workin', Workin'
The past two weeks I worked more than 50 hours.
Today is my third day off in three weeks.
I feel as if I am living at jcpennys.
And it is only gonna get worse.
Gotta love back to school season :)
I have learned many lessons through my job~ even more so in the last few months. Trying to lead a team of various ages and personality traits can be difficult. So is trying to find the balance of letting things slide and being protective of the team when other departments tend to misuse and abuse our team's job. But learning these people skills, leadership skills, strategizing and problem solving skills will benefit me the rest of my life. And, I am actually having a blast while doing it.
God isgood great amazing. I love my job and the people I work with. And to think that I didn't even really want to work there 2 years ago. His plan is definitely way better than mine!
State Fair and Third Day/ Mercyme concert tonight! :D
Today is my third day off in three weeks.
I feel as if I am living at jcpennys.
And it is only gonna get worse.
Gotta love back to school season :)
I have learned many lessons through my job~ even more so in the last few months. Trying to lead a team of various ages and personality traits can be difficult. So is trying to find the balance of letting things slide and being protective of the team when other departments tend to misuse and abuse our team's job. But learning these people skills, leadership skills, strategizing and problem solving skills will benefit me the rest of my life. And, I am actually having a blast while doing it.
God is
State Fair and Third Day/ Mercyme concert tonight! :D
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Some AmAzInG verses :D
So I was flipping through my Bible yesterday and found some pretty cool verses. Here ya go:
Who knows what I'll post next :)
God bless!
- Jeremiah 31:3~ The LORD hath appeared of old unto me, saying, Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee.
- Jeremiah 15:17b~ :for I am called by Thy name, O Lord God of hosts.
- Isaia 61:10~ I will greatly rejoice in the LORD, my soul shall be joyful in my God; for he hath clothed me with the garments of salvation, he hath covered me with the robe of righteousness;
- John 10:14~ I am the good shepherd, and know my sheep, and am known of mine.
- Isaiah 40:11~ He shall feed his flock like a shepherd: he shall gather the lambs with his arm, and carry them in his bosom, and shall gently lead those that are with young.
- Isaiah 26:3-4~ Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee. Trust ye in the LORD for ever: for in the LORD JEHOVAH is everlasting strength:
- Psalm 118:6~ The LORD is on my side; I will not fear: what can man do unto me?
- Psalm 48:14~ For this God is our God for ever and ever: he will be our guide even unto death.
Who knows what I'll post next :)
God bless!
Friday, August 5, 2011
The Reason Behind the Name :)
{Hidden&Seeking}
Why exactly is the name of this blog a slightly modified version of a child's game?
I don't know...
Just kidding :)
Not only is the name a little catchy (if I do say so myself), but it stands for two important things in my life.
1. "Hidden":
A reminder as to what I should be seeking after: Not popularity or riches, not a degree or boyfriend, not the "perfect" life or expensive style. But rather:
So that is the meaning behind the blog. What exactly I will post on here is still the mystery :). So I guess that you will have to keep checking in to find out.
:D
God bless!
Why exactly is the name of this blog a slightly modified version of a child's game?
I don't know...
Just kidding :)
Not only is the name a little catchy (if I do say so myself), but it stands for two important things in my life.
1. "Hidden":
- My life is hidden in Christ: "Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth. For ye are dead, and you life is HID with Christ in God."~Colossions 3:2-3
- In Christ are all treasures hidden: "That their hearts might be comforted, being knit together in love, and unto all riches of the full assurance of understanding, to the acknowledgement of the mystery of God, and of the Father, and of Christ, in Whom are HID all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge."~Colossians 2:2-3
- As a reminder of the important things to be focusing on: "Your adorning, let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting of the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel: but let it be the HIDDEN man of the heart, in that which is not corruptiblele, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price."~1 Peter 3:3-4
A reminder as to what I should be seeking after: Not popularity or riches, not a degree or boyfriend, not the "perfect" life or expensive style. But rather:
- Deuteronomy 4:29 "But if from thence thou shalt seek the LORD thy God, thou shalt find him, if thou seek him with all thy heart and with all thy soul."
- 1 Chronicles 16:11 "Seek the LORD and his strength, seek his face continually."
- Psalm 27:8 "When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek."
- Matthew 6:33 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you."
- Matthew 7:7 "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:"
- Luke 12:29-31 "And seek not ye what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink, neither be ye of doubtful mind. For all these things do the nations of the world seek after: and your Father knoweth that ye have need of these things. But rather seek ye the kingdom of God; and all these things shall be added unto you."
So that is the meaning behind the blog. What exactly I will post on here is still the mystery :). So I guess that you will have to keep checking in to find out.
:D
God bless!
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